I work at a small software company. When I started, it felt great. Made one small mistake during first month which was half my and other that no one taught me about the company policy. Also company has 1 manager/cto and he has stake in the company.
3 months in, they tell me they can't end my probation because they don't like my attitude towards work. When I ask what did I do wrong, they don't have an answer and just say random things. After 5 months, same thing. Apparently coming to office on time, completing my tasks and going back on time is bad attitude. Asking for help (I only had 6 months exp b4) is also bad. I have no mentor here.
(Couldn't find new job. I am bad at non technical interviews. Getting more experience for switch is what I'm after. All my fellow students are in better companies. I'm just stuck because of bad interpersonal skills. I choke a lot during interviews and practice isn't helping. Need tips).
Everyone else at this place is fine. Everyone like my work, even the boss but he doesn't like my attitude?wtf? He says he doesn't like working with me. Maybe because I'm not bootlicker like everyone else and really doesn't know how.
It's 7th month coming(meeting on Monday) and I just can't control these random tearing ups during work. I have started to hate this place and the boss. I enter first in the office and I'm crying randomly. It's break time and I'm crying in the washroom. Had 2 rejections last week. Maybe that started the meltdown. Is it anxiety? depression?I don't know but I just want to leave this place.