https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tQwVKr8rCYw
Not its intended use, but tell me some of this doesn't resonate.
You work so your loved ones don't worrystarve.
You grit your teeth, and pretend to be tough while worrying about every fucking little thing that can go wrong ruining it, yearning for a break, some moments of peace, etc.
Personally, I resonate with this so hard. Particularly an early line, “I'm pretty sure I'm worthless, if I can't be of service” – *horrific* life experiences have tied my self worth to performance (Hindered by the world at every step to this day!) and the value others give me, which is…obviously, extremely harmful. The middle hits hard too, with all the “What if I can't perform?” lines and vibes.
Fucking terrified of that. I don't want to be the anchor that drags my loved one down with me…
Even if you disagree, it's a spectacular bit and I hope you enjoy.