Basically I’m depressed..
Not because anything is wrong with my life or a chemical imbalance. I make a living wage, I simply hate being working class.
10 years of boring, mundane toil has driven me insane. Working 5 days a week until I die is truly a fate worse than death imo. I never asked for this life.
All of my family says I need to be medicated immediately. Hating the fact that we toil until we die is beyond abnormal to them.
So the question is, will anti depressants or medications make me like working? Will it zonk me out to the point I don’t know what’s going on? I would be fine that as well.
Is the addiction that comes along with daily pill use worth it in the long run?
Zombifying myself with pills seems to be my only option.