i’m embarrassed to say that i’m currently on my 5th job this year looking for a 6th one. things with the first job were going good until my favorite manager left, i left the second bc i was getting harassed, then everything fell downhill from there. i had one of the worst depression episodes of my life during the 2 week break between 2nd and 3rd job. i just feel ashamed not ever being satisfied anywhere i go. but when i can’t stand the environment and the pay can’t even get me groceries what’s the point. idk the full point of this but it does feel good to get out. i try telling others about it but they have either had one set job this whole time or are unemployed. i would just leave the food industry but it’s all i know and i am sure as hell am not going to even think about going to retail. being a neurodivergent afab has always been hard in the kitchen and i don’t think i’ll find a good enough job while i’m still in town. i just hope by the time i move i can find something decent that i can stay at for as long as i can.