guys so I've been obsessively going over this subreddit since I found it a few days ago and each time it makes me extremally depressed angry helpless and I start tearing up and am gasping for breath out of how angry and helpless I am for myself and for the people who've been through a lot of shit and I can't keep holding it together. I keep wishing I could kill myself soon I can't take it anymore. I try to keep away but I keep looking and hoping there's something I can be happy of but no it's fuckign my head over I can't focus I want to jump off the nearest building with roof access I can't take it why is the world like this. I can't get into jobs that are shitty like this. I am not strong like some you guys here fighting for rights while rent is due and clock keeps ticking. I'll be graduating soon but I can't take it anymore, and I don't see a future let alone one worth fighting for, so much so I am giving up on dating and marriage and all those dreams of house and other things I had for so many years. I give up please tell me there's a future please tell me things are going to change