My cat has had an emergency on sunday, I had to bring him to the veterinarian in urgency and hospitalized him.
I finished work at 23:00, went home and took off with my cat as I saw he was in deep pain, I was only back in my bed at 05:00, shook and all.
I asked for a day off, not to the chef but the second since the chef was off. She replied to me “Either you come in time or you do not come at all”.
So I now have a HR appointment, they informed me that they would seize a part of my salary, reduce my chances for a promotion to null and that they're starting the firing procedure.
I get up for at 8 am and sleep at 1 am everyday, only get 1300 euros per month, no days off that I can realisticaly take, and now i'm being punished for doing what necessary for the survival of my only family.
Note that I was diagnosed with epilepsia for the first time in 24 years of existence about 4 weeks ago, because I had a crisis at work during the rush, so I had to take a few days off medically, they couldn't do anything about it but they're making me pay in vicious ways.
I hate this job, I hate that tomorrow I'll have to go back, I can't even buy me some fucking food and it's the 12th, I hate that I depend on them and that allows them to treat me this way.
If it wasn't for my cat I think I'd want to leave this life for good, I just dont see the point, was I born to serve fries eleven hours a day, and nothing else.
~rant over sorry for this I need help and can only ask God
~~love you lads