I’m 21 and I make a few bucks over minimum wage. I went to community college for 2 years before transferring to school with half a ride. I’m majoring in something with good career outlooks (mostly if I go to grad school). I work full time in the summer and during winter break. But fuck am scared dude I don’t know what I’m going to do when I have to be an adult and move out and start my career. Even when I was making $22 in a shitty job I couldn’t afford to move out anywhere within a 45 minute radius of my city. Like genuinely I have no hope at all. Today I worked an 11 hour shift with no break and got yelled at for having a few bites of pasta at my desk. I don’t know how I’m going to find a job, if I’ll get into grad school, what I’m going to do with my life. I guess part of it is the natural timeline of not knowing what to do with your life, but I’m not unaware of what’s going on in the job market and the economy. On top of that I’m mentally I’ll and it’s difficult for me to hold a job. I just want a farm with animals to take care of and crops growing. My dreams feel unattainable and I feel fucked. Sorry for the vent just feeling like shit