For months now I’ve needed an intense amount of help, but if I were to leave my job to go get help I would lose every single thing I have. My beloved animals, my car, my place to live. It’s so hard to keep going knowing that I literally have no way out. Sometimes it feels like the only true way out is to just not exist anymore. I hate that this system is built to where I am not allowed to truly get the help I need. I’m at a loss and I’m slowly burning out. I couldn’t handle losing the things I love, so I sacrifice my health in order to keep my job to pay for the things I love. I’m just ranting but it’s tough and I’m running out of stamina to keep myself going.