Hey guys, I’m in a serious dilemma right now. I had a family emergency back in my home country as I’m an international student and I had to help pay some medical bills which left me $4000 in lost money. I’m an international student and I need to get that money back before September to pay off my last semester and I’m burning out figuring how to get the money. I work a 9-5 but it’s not going to cover the cost given the fact that they don’t pay well and I’m trying to do DoorDash with a bicycle since I don’t have a vehicle but the background check is taking a long time. I’m losing sleep over this cause I might get deported and I cry every night before I go to bed. I don’t know what to do and I don’t consider myself suicidal but it feels like I’ll be better dead than this. I’m not beating myself up for paying the bills cause I chose health over school which I think was a good decision and I was the only one that could but I really don’t know how I’m gonna make that money before school starts. If you guys have any suggestions that could help, please comment them. I can’t no longer function cause that’s all that’s in my mind and it’s driving me crazy. I tried also getting my second job to give me more hours but I’ll need about 200+ hours to cover the cost and they don’t have that much hours. I’m on the brink of total meltdown and I hate this feeling. I was behind on rent for the first time because my back account is literally zero right now and I had to use money from my credit card to pay off the rent and I’m now in debt. I really hate this feeling of being helpless.