I got an apprenticeship recently, and I’ve been there for about a month. However, just by coincidence, I’ve already called out once due to an allergic reaction. Now I have food poising, and walking alone makes me feel like I’m going to faint. I don’t want her to think I’m playing hooky, as this is her first month with me, her first impression- and I’m already possibly calling out a second time. She’s been very nice to me, but from past job experiences I get anxiety attacks about calling in sick. I also LOVE this position. So the last thing I want is to lose it. Should I push through anyway? Or should I rest? I hate that past jobs and society has conditioned me to hesitate on rest when I have been crying in pain from illness all night.