Please be kind, i am having severe debilitating anxiety and i feel so alone without support.
I am a high performer that has been placed in impossible situation at work. I have been running a project solo that should never been left for 1 person. My management has failed to support me in every way possible. I have been isolated and gaslit to the point of taking multiple roles and now i am trying to find a way to distance myself and eventually exit.
Ive been set up to fail from day one. And even the people i onboarded cost me my time and tried to throw me under the bus to avoid doing work themselves.
I am at the point of despair. I dont have many friends. My spouse is supportive but also exhausted. My manager was not supportive when i bring up leave of absence. I just need to distance myself from this job but i worry about looking bad in front of other employers that i am currently interviewing.
Sorry if i am unclear, i am rambling right now and i dont have any support. I need help.