So I’ve applied for this company called Stripe and I’ve aced my 4 rounds of interviews. Today I had my final discussion with the team lead and suddenly right from the start I screwed up. I got nervous and started to fumble my words a lot. I also started to stammer a bit due to the nervousness and in between my answers I even asked the interviewer to provide clarity on the question again.
I had also kept my phone on silent and I don’t know how but in the middle of a serious conversation my fucking phone rang and I immediately silenced the call.
I was sure that the interviewer wasn’t convinced and at this point of time I feel like I have wasted the last 3 weeks running behind this and not focusing on my university applications.
I would be completely depressed if I face rejection and Im feeling anxious and is having terrible mood swings bad about this every second of the day!