It's been a few days since i stayed back late till 10pm to do my job.
I was told that I wasn't good enough.
The context of staying late for work was there was simply too much work to finish for an audit.
I have been feeling low because I was feeling tired.
Then I was told I wasn't leading by example and if the superior also felt low, the entire department would go down.
i was also told that they been doing my job for me.
I was told that I need to do better, in that I have to lead by example.
The superior also explained that I shouldn't be a negative person because they are also working hard.
When I decided to take a break at 8pm, I was told to continue working.
I was told I should have asked permission to take break.
i wanted to leave for home but I couldn't find a good enough reason to leave. The work isn't finished therefore you can't leave.
My behaviour is also seen like I am lazy and I am never working harder than my superiors.
It honestly felt like guilt tripping.
Thank you for reading.