(English is not my first language but I need to vent, sorry)
I hate my job. It's not even the money, I actually make a decent amount so that's not the issue. I also get along well with the people at the office.
The problem is I work all day almost everyday. I get to the office early in the morning when it's dark and I go home late at night every single day. I hate it. I'm already very depressed and being in front of a computer screen constantly without seeing the light of day it's making me want to die.
I have no life. What's the point of having money if I can't use it because I'm too exhausted to do anything after work? It's been so long since I've seen any of my friends. Even my weekend is ruined because sunday is my only day off and I honestly have no energy to do anything so I spend the day sleeping. I have no hobbies anymore. I can't picture myself living like this for the next 50 years I just can't do it.
I hate this I hate this I don't know what to do.
If I quit now I'll have to find another job sooner or later or I'll go hungry. I hate that this is the only way to exist in this world.
The thought of it fills me with despair everytime and I don't know how to cope. Please help