No money they pay can make up for all the hours in my life I'll never get back. M y dreams are going up in smoke because I never have the time or energy to devote to them after work finishes. I work remotely but I can't even sneakily do a few things I care about during the day because they track my mouse activity and keystrokes. I think I'd be more productive if I wasn't constantly aware of being monitored. I know that I need to change this situation but I'm just so freaking tired at the thought of investing time and energy just to land yet another soul-sucking position elsewhere. I don't want to work any more. I've worked for 10 years and I just don't want to keep wasting hours of my life for a company that would give me the flick the second they could automate what I do.