I work as a resident supervisor at a small private school. This job has given me ocd and ptsd but it pays for my housing. I had a check in meeting last Friday with my boss and she basically told me she’s disappointed in my behavior and that she thinks my friends are a bad influence. She ended it with me giving her a hug and how we are starting over on a clean slate.
I had my coworker snitch on private conversations. I reported people being creepy and predatory and was told that’s how they bond. Their is a clear favoritism and I’m watching as I am no longer becoming one of her favorites.
I’m just realizing now how fucked up that is. The thing that kills me is that I live in the same building I work in. I am never away from my workplace. I can’t even do laundry on Saturdays in peace because I will see my student or supervisor. I don’t know how to handle this level of surveillance anymore? I have 8 months left and I doubt I’ll make it.