I recently left a work from home position, a job that was unchallenging, mundane, and too easy. While working from home was great, I quickly became isolated, and the work itself quickly caused my ADHD to plummet. I grew so bored of the job that I honestly hated clocking in. But, boy do I miss it now. I had paid PTO, immediate benefits, and a great work/life balance.
I thought maybe a change would help me, and I wanted to make more money. I took an opportunity locally, in an office. The work itself is what I did (digital marketing) about two years ago, managing social media. I really enjoyed myself. I didn’t make much money, but the team was great and I excelled. I was excited to get back into a similar role, one that paid me much more than my previous positions. The job itself is engaging, fun, and in line with what I’m passionate about.
Already in my second week I get bad vibes. For one, I didn’t realize this until after the onboarding process, but I am not paid for sick leave until a year after employment. Vacation is not paid. Paid holidays are offered, but I was told that we followed court holidays. Anytime the court is closed, so is our office. However, today, when I asked about the upcoming holiday tomorrow, I was told the office would be closed, but some people would be asked to come in, including myself. I honestly wish this was communicated better during my interviews.
I also have to give up some weekend days and evenings during events, versus my previous 8-5 MF shift. I’m okay with this, but I am going to set boundaries when I don’t want to work. I feel anxious about this, as I overheard a conversation the boss was having where he complained about an employee taking time off around major events, claiming he was doing this on purpose to avoid work.
I feel like I’m complaining about something that’s a good opportunity. It’s an easy, fun job, but the environment itself feels off. The boss is incredibly passive aggressive, rude, and defensive with his employees, something that terrifies the shit out of me. He yells at my boss and my coworkers, complains about their performance, etc. in front of everyone.
All of the factors listed have made me pessimistic. My friends and family tell me to stick it out, that no PTO for a year is normal, that it’s a high paying opportunity and I need to just adjust to it since I was working from home for over two years.
I’m going to keep applying, but waking up on my second week with dread doesn’t give me a good sign.