I'm not sure what to do next. I'm 28 years old, I did a BA is English and Cultural Studies. I was always told to follow my interests. And I've done that. between several bouts of joblessness. And I've drawn the conclusion that I don't like office work of any kind, don't want to do computer based work, don't want to do customer service, would like to work mostly alone. What do I like to do? Philosophize, contemplate. Be introspective. be mindful. I'd seriously consider becoming a nun/monk, if I didn't love my fiance so much and want to make a life with him. I mean honestly some peoples likes just dont translate into marketable skills. I've also noticed that everytime i start a new job thinking ive finally found the right fit, my mental health starts to unravel and QUICKLY. I can't get out of bed, im anxious and depressed.
I need money to survive, any suggestions of what I should look into next.