As the title suggests, my life is crazy right now and I really don't have a lot of hope in it. I don't know what to do anymore.
My first job I had for three years, and after really needing help with a reasonable accommodation. They, not so quietly, fired me. They are being investigated and it's been hell.
Next job, 3 months later, fired me after a week for not being able to keep up with their system. They were stuck in the 90s and had everything done by hand, purchasing and accounting that is. Everything had to be done on paper, in triplicate.
Third job, I got hit head on by another car. Bummed up my knee. And couldn't walk 15k steps a day.
I have a BS in management, emph in HR, minor in French and international relations… Being autistic, I don't usually make it past the interview process. I just want someone to take a chance on me. I am the hardest working person once I have a stable footing. I don't know what I am doing wrong and I wish I could just process invoices incoming and outgoing. All day. No one wants to give me a chance. I just need one break to get financially stable. Just one.
I feel broken and worthless. Had I not spoken up about needing help with my disability, none of this stuff would have happened. In all honesty, I don't know what the point to anything is anymore. I don't.