I was written up today and everything that happened was from months ago. One of my coworkers helped build this case about me. They also added items that weren’t my issues and won’t listen to me.
I almost hurt myself today. I couldn’t see straight and nearly did something to take care of things. But I asked for help from
two people who found me.
It seems like I have having trouble getting a job. I don’t know why. This reaction today may affect my ability to get a job. But I physically shutdown and felt like I was dying. I wanted to die.
I was happy this week and then suddenly not. I don’t think I’m understood and they see the work I put into my job. They only see the mistakes I’ve made. I don’t think there are that many, not any different that other people I work with.
I wanted to off myself today, but asked for help instead.