suicide cw /
Does anyone else find themselves at their limit? I'm only hanging on because of my loved ones. If I lose my apartment and medication, I will willingly end it because there does not ever seem like a way out of poverty. I haven't found consistent work in over a year, and I cannot take certain work as I have PTSD in regards to working alone/being on my own in public. So jobs like being a cashier are impossible for me due to this and it makes job hunting next to impossible. I just want a safe work place with consistent pay where I don't have a panic attack every other week (if not twice a day).