A little over 2 years ago i got out of the army with full disability and a shit ton of debt. Well 2 and a half years later, were still barely getting by on my disability. I cant work. I've tried finding a job, but with my health its just not feasible to get one. I set an unobtainable standard for myself and in the pursuit of it, killed my body and mind. Now i dont know where to go from here. Im in therapy and on meds, but the VA sucks. I cant work but don't have enough to pay my bills. My wife feels guilty she cant pay more bills and i feel guilty that i can't earn more money. What can i even do at this point .