I started working when I was 15. I'm 33 now. Every single job I've ever had where I've stayed any substantial amount of time (how idk, looking back…) has made me feel like complete shit. And no it's not my attitude, I go I'm each job with same attitude. Same approach, and things seem to go really really well for a while..I'm kind courteous offer help positive hard working etc…then things always go south for whatever reason. I guess I am considered that nice guy, the yes man no problem I don't mind guy, at work. Always left feeling empty, like a target, my work is no longer good enough for coworkers and boss, I'm lightly reprimanded, I get upset and leave without any notice. Depression anxiety meds alcoholism all play a role. But I just left yet another fucking job, back to the hurry find another shit life so I can save my money and not end up homeless again, game. I don't have anything left in me. Zero hope, 30 jobs all fails, im trying to make other people happy. Now I'm at risk of losing everything, or find yet another miserable life working who knows where. I'm so burnt out from everything I recently upped my intake to a full bottle of champagne a night. I'm giving up