Can't afford to lose my job, but alas! i have no control over my general nature. i'm a loner and don't interact much with people, I don't look happy, I rarely smile, not a day goes by when i don't wish that i'd never been born at all.
I can't even fake being happy; i look miserable all day at work(i'm good at my job, but i'm awfully sad all the time at job).
Needless to say in corporate world you can't survive on your job skills alone, your general nature matters way too much.
Boss told me to get fucked, and that i'm bringing down the whole environment of the company with my chronic sadness.
Is there any medicine that could help alleviate some of the sadness and atleast make me bearable in company. i need the job don't even have $100 saved up.