I work at a coffee shop as an assistant manager. I am technically the active manager since my boss manages another store and is almost never here. Not by choice by the way.
One if my baristas is being mean to me by saying things behind my back, says I am off the floor too much doing computer stuff or in the back leaving her to do 'mad work'. She failed to specify what 'mad work' I am leaving her with.
We are the slowest store in the district. We rarely get a line of more than 3 people but I'll still come out and help when there is like 2 people in line because I don't want to seem like I am in the back all the time. We do average mon-fri about $1600 total from open till close.
I am constantly stopping what I am doing to help on the floor to the point I am staying late by two or more hours to get everything done on top of my nine hour days. (Orders, making food, etc.) I skip my breaks, I don't eat, I rarely sit except when I am doing 'all this computer shit' my barista mentioned. Part of the reason the 'computer shit' takes so long is because the computer runs slower than molasses. So checking the store email which would take me like 2 minutes takes me from 5-10. There was a work order put in to replace it but that was two months ago and corporate is dragging their feet.
I don't know what else to do other than skipping my breaks, staying on the floor 24/7 and not doing anything I actually have to until I am supposed to be going home. What do I even do? I don't sleep well at night worried if I say the wrong thing I will be fired. I know my boss respects me but none of the staff do. I have had 3 mental break downs already and am canceling my therapy appointments just to make time to stay at work. If I had known being an assistant manager was going to be this much bullshittery I would have stayed a shift lead. I am so tired, in so much pain, and tired of crying all the time. I hate my job I hate my life. I don't want to die but I don't want to keep living in this shithole.