I started a part time job back in November that is pretty flexible and they pay well. But I absolutely hate the work that I do (similar to my full time job) and I’m just not motivated to do any of it. I am behind on my paperwork but cannot bring myself to do it. I just open my laptop and start freaking out. It’s been giving me anxiety and depression that I cannot bring myself to do this. And as a result of not doing this work, I have avoided doing everything else in life the past two weeks.
I have never quit a job effective immediately. But I just don’t see myself ever completing the work they are asking me to. It’s like a mental blockage. I feel so unprofessional. But idk what else to do. Idk just needed to vent I guess.