This isn't a political post, and it isn't about covid.
Honestly, what I'm most worried about is I feel that now people are going to see just how fucking depressed I am at work. At least for the past year or so I have been able to hide behind my mask emotionally. I have never been good at hiding my emotions, and my job is so monotonous it has been making me question why I even try anymore. I just don't think I'll be able to provide “service with a smile” like the business wants because I am so goddamn depressed. I've been applying for new jobs for months, but as I keep coming up empty-handed I begin to wonder if I will ever find a job that brings me contentment.
Consider this post me screaming into the void. Thanks for reading.