So I (18M) just landed a decent, well paying job for my age. But I'm having second thoughts and doubts about it.
Firstly, I just want to say this job is a “face to face marketing agency” what this means is that I, as well as others, will have to go to customers and clients houses, business meetings and events/conventions to try and gain clients for a company that have hired us to promote them. Basically what this means is that I'll be having to knock on people's doors and talk to them about a charity, Internet provider etc whatever company hired us. We will be having ID and things to prove we are legit but I'm not sure if thats who I wish to become.
Secondly, if I do wish to leave, I can leave right away. But I'll have to pay my dad back X amount for work clothes and other bits. This means I'll have to work for atleast 4 to 6 weeks to get my first paycheck to pay him back.
I personally really don't know if I can just go round knocking on doors asking people to fund this and that. I love talking to people and being well paid for my age. However I really can't grasp the fact that all I'll be doing is disturbing people to ask them for money. And that's why I'm asking for some advice on what my next moves should be. I've been struggling with finding jobs and it feels like I'm in a semi-powerless position.
Sorry if this is very brief, im very tired from walking there and back to be told a bunch of legal shit. If you'd like more info pm me or I'll reply in the comments.