I was supposed to meet a client with my team, and the client sent over a meeting link to me a few weeks ago. I forwarded the invite to my team to ask if they were going to come as well, and received no replies from them.
Because of this, I did not book the meeting on my calendar as I was waiting for their replies to see if I needed to reschedule the meeting. The meeting ended up slipping my mind and I completely forgot about it, and woke up to calls from my manager asking me why I wasn’t in the meeting yet. Apparently no one else could make it other than me. I joined the meeting 15 minutes late in a state of shock and panic, and luckily it was a short meeting and I did not take up too much of my client’s time. This was the first time I forgot a meeting as well, but my managers are enraged with me and saying that they do not think I am capable of handling things on my own and are removing me from some of my upcoming projects. They also said I have to earn back their trust before they allow me to handle projects again, though I have handled large projects before and this was the first time I was late to a meeting.. Not too sure what’s my agenda of posting here, maybe looking for some encouragement or advice. Feeling very scared and demoralised now