So I'm a graduate working for about 1 year at my company (I replaced the senior engineer, dude knew everything). So at the middel of last year the other engineer left, giving me all his projects. So I was the most senior engineer and I had to train 3 other engineers in using Solidworks as well.
I had one massive, badly defined project and when the other engineer left I had basically 3 total big projects (again, salesman badly defined those projects as well).
Fast forward couple of months and 3 even more larger projects where given to me. And of course the client wants everything yesterday.
All these projects are a disaster. Everytime I ask for some guidance I get ” you should know this” “you're the engineer” or “the saleman did all the work for you”. I don't have time to focus on one thing and all I'm told is “get it done, do what you gotta do”.
I'm at a point where I don't care about work or anything else because I'll stuff it up. I just don't see the point in working so hard, letting everyone down and getting paid a graduate salary. The only reason I haven't left is because the company is paying for my Visa.