Hey everyone. My names Brittany but I go by a nick name of Luna.
I’m here because I’ve just looked up how many jobs I’ve been fired from. The official government website total told me 63 all lasting less than 3 months.I wanted to come here because I feel lost on what to do with my life. I’ve TRIED to get jobs I’m good at, I’m a sewer and ive tried to work at sewing places and paint stores, with colors and things that give me life but it’s ALWAYS SOMEONE ELSE that RUINS it.the whole work environment and makes me just stop wanting to come for me it feels like there’s no way out but this life is honestly waayyyy too hard, we did NOOTTT ask to be born into all of these obligations I feel like. If your skill isn’t raking up, saving up dollars, (the grind) then you’re treated like a piece of shit. We need another Renaissance, where artistic ability is actually fucking respected as a skill and talent. But right now if you’re not a back breaker ass money grinder then you can go die in a hole. I’mjust realizing I’m stuck in such a material world and the only way I can be free is keep trying to create something with it. but working has been MISERABLE for me and it’s mostly factory work around my area, my rent is through the roof but I can’t make it this month, and this convinces me that no matter what job we go to, there’s going to be something extremely wrong with it. Not just something mildly wrong that can be tolerated to get money and feel productive, but something SERIOUSLY WRONG WITH IT. like to the point of breaking you or making you have a complete meltdown. I feel so alone with this and It pisses me off beyond words. The reason why there all mad is Im “emotional” and trying “be a people pleaser” (a reason I got fired)And then when i quit because it’s too fucking abusive, literally every soul around me criticizes and thinks ohhhh YUUUUPPPP OF COURSE. She quits AGAINNN.
Well no fucking shit i quit again, i SIDNT ASK TO BE BORN INTO FUCKING SLAVERY. And it’s not like you’re a worthless piece of shit who refuses to work, it’s literally JUST BECASUE every single work place abuses the shit out of you and treats you like a machine with zero consideration of what you feel or what you are able to do.
SOOOOOO FUCKING SICK OF ITTTT. Someone share my anger please I’m alone.