I know this may sound silly at first but I'm tired and I'm stressed, I just want someone to understand me.
So as you all know, this weekend is mothers day, and all the stores are packed. I was the only bagger scheduled for my shift with 5 registers open, this happens every day I work (only weekends but still). I barely even got a break today. They wait until there are literally no carts to ask me to go out, and it's not even asking it's more telling me. I run returns back when they ask, I put baskets away when they ask, I dont ever say no, I work my ass off there, and come home exhausted.
I dont get paid enough to do this shit.
I feel that my kindness and never wanting to say no is letting them take advantage of me, even if it's just a little. I want to give them the choice, hire more people, or I quit. But do I even have the right to say that? I get bad sensory overload when I work, between the carts moving around, the lights, the music, everything. I come home wanting to hide in a dark room. I've made some friends, but at what cost? My mental health? I know I only work on the weekends, but if I already have all of these problems, what's gonna happen when I work 5 days in a week?