On the first day of work I had a panic attack lasting the entire 8 hour shift. The company expects us to stay till 5am in the coming future (work starts at 3pm) I believe upon knowing this it made my anxiety worse! I think my record is ruined. I thought I could control my anxiety, but I just couldn’t! I HATE having anxiety! How can I get therapy if first I need a job in order to afford some, but can’t even hold a job long enough to get the therapy! I just need to get this off my chest, sometimes it’s too much I have to let this out!
Just todays rant’