Entertainment, art, whatever it may be that can be sold, is being made for the broad eye and most are not trying to share their own vision but to appeal to the majority's vision, but in doing so they appeal to no one or only to the brainwashed masses, and in doing so they never stop to think of the inner workings of things or the “why” and in doing so they make a rather boring and depressing world to live in. We let unfair and unjust acts of nature and humanity take place for our own profit. Others suffer in our place when we have the means to change the environment to better fit most, if not all, of our needs without worry and unnecessary stress. But instead, we distract and distract each other with new and newer stuff and new arguments and new clothes and new things to fucking talk about instead of addressing things that actually fucking matter. We still live in an age where culture and language still separate us. We are perhaps still too early in human evolution to make any conclusions, but if history is any indicator, we are greedy fucks that will always put our own ambitions above others' wellbeing when given the chance. We are forced to live in a subsistence mode while the rich flourish. We are born to fit into the money-making boxes that are put in front of us, and if we don't, we are seen with pitiful eyes, if not disgust. The problem is that when money replaces passion, you are left with nothing but a soulless product done out of desperation for one's own survival or gain, not because of the enjoyment but because of the things that can be done with money, like the freedom that can be bought for oneself. We are born to fight for a freedom that everyone should be born with but only a lucky few get. Maybe the problem can’t be fixed, or maybe the problem is inner conflict. Who knows? Maybe this is the only way humanity can operate. What I think I'm trying to say is, should I really be subjected to living in poverty because in the current period of time my genetic makeup may not be of ideal money-making potential, or because I hadn’t been born early enough to create the businesses in place to create wealth, or born to a wealthy family? It’s like starting a RuneScape account in 2022 expecting to catch up to a player from release. I guess I just need to suffer and grind for the generational wealth down the line. For some reason, this being the way things have always been or being the way things are for most makes it somehow “A OK” or tolerable, or something we should accept as an accepted way of life, like humans didn’t put these structures in place that cause my suffering.
Rant. Might not be coherent sorry.