Hey, so I wouldn’t say I’m the most experienced when it comes to my resume, but I feel like I’m seeing a growing trend whenever I’m employed. Currently I’m working a part time summer job at a golf course until college starts, and whenever I get scheduled to work it goes along something like this: I try to enjoy my day, but it always ends up with me constantly watching the clock and having this weird feeling in my stomach the closer I get to having to go to work. The feeling I can only describe would be butterflies in my stomach, but not in the excited/anticipation sort of way. I’ll eventually go to work, mill around and do what I have to do for as long as I’m scheduled for, and then leave. It’s not like I wanna blow my brains out whenever I’m working (in fact, this is one of the easier jobs I’ve had), but for the most part I’m working alone in the clubhouse, and it can be frustrating when some guys come in at 6-6:30 and rent carts, so I gotta wait for them to be finished until 8-8:30 due to how long a 9-hole game of golf lasts. I don’t know why I always feel this way about the jobs I do (because the whole build up thing is a consistent thing, despite what job I have), and I don’t exactly know what I would even call this feeling. So am I considered lazy for feeling this way whenever I have to work?