For context – was out for medical reasons that wouldn't let up. Back and fine now but the gap really messed things up. In 6 months of hunting I had 2 interviews.
So, yeah blah blah. I get this job I'm actually extremely qualified for, only to find immediately it's.. hell. It's like a polite hell, or cult. No one is overtly mean but they still are in a sly, judgey way and passive aggressive af. Basically, I am not digging the vibe and am already doing the work of 3 people 2 months in for shit pay.
Whatevs. I have time to make up, I guess. But I honestly can't give a shit. This Company is stupid. Their model is stupid. And even if it wasn't, they have no idea how to run a business in this niche. I honestly fear they'll just go under one day soon.
But for some reason I keep trying and keep trying to do better and BLA BLA. Why? No idea. You'd think I'd learn by now. Every idea I present, though, is never worth uttering. Shut down immediately.
If I can't express my thoughts for genuine consideration to the CEO when that's my direct report, how am I supposed to not be over on the other computer looking at linked in?
What a disappointment. People are the worst. Thanks for reading my whine-fest of a post and be well.