In two weeks my contract will expire, im getting replaced by a new intern, it wasn't the best job but I really loved the freedom it gave me, 4 days working from home, 1 day at the office, only 6 hours gave me enough money to help my mom pay rent for both of us and with the amount of stuff that went on in my family i've never been able to learn how to drive, we don't even have a family car or a home to call ours, so this was perfect.
but i was never able to save up, last month i had to give up my whole paycheck in rent and expenses because my mom doesn't get paid regularly.
Now im getting replaced by someone that gets paid 500 euros a month because they have to fill a new office and im unable to find another job like this, i struggle with depression, social anxiety, and general anxiety so now im really stuck here like this wondering if i'll be able to find a solution, crying myself to sleep and having panic attacks.