I started a new travel job and projects have been almost non-existent for 3 months so I spent that whole time doing nothing besides staying home and sitting in my ass, this is the happiest most well rested I’ve been in years. This job offers good pay and great benefits but now that I actually went on my first project I realize that the source of my depression isn’t the job field, it’s just work in general. It makes me so depressed that no matter what I pursue, I will owe a good chunk of my life to labor doing things I don’t wanna do. Call me lazy, undeserving, I don’t care but I don’t want to live like this anymore. How is this the only option ????