I’ve only been working a 9-5 office job for 6 months and it’s been making me suicidal. While it’s a good place to work with benefits, I can’t fucking do this for years. And yeah maybe I should suck it up, because that’s “just how life is”, but I can’t handle it. I just want to live freely in an RV, play music, and travel, but how is it even possible to make a living out of that?? I feel like living that way is unattainable for me. I really can’t do this. I am so burnt out and drained of life already.