I started working (my very first job) 5 months ago, i’m 28 (traumatic life experience which i won’t get into, and different continent so girls not working is not that farfetched, weird but normal-ish)
I was so excited, i had plans to excel in whichever task i was given. The pay was sh*t but i took it as a step towards a much bigger goal. I knew exactly the steps to take to reach the goal.
Until i found out our boss (male) only likes hiring skinny girls and taking them to meetings to meet clients with him, as a front for the company.
I got hired the same time as some other girl who had no previous work experience and guess what? She took all the advantages. Since she would go to meetings with him she’d know of a certain event and have time to work on it a month before, whereas the rest of us end up being drowned in work and have to finish huge tasks that they (the skinny girls) took their sweet time to finish.
I quit, i just ghost them.
I hate myself and i feel like i did the wrong thing but god had i stayed there ONE more week i was going to crack.
My eating disorder came back on turbo speed the last 3 months i’d eat 600 calories a day, and i lost a lot of weight but still snapped. It’s an events company not a modeling agency, so why does my body matter?
Ps. I’m not even overweight he just only deems extremely skinny girls as worthy
Did i do the wrong thing?