I know nobody wants to hear it but my life spiraled with the pandemic. I worked essential at fucking lowes for shit money and couldn’t qualify for unemployment while going to college. I got so fucked out of the whole deal. Everyone got to stay home and make way more money than me. That made me hate this world. I’ve never been able to get back on my feet since. Drowning in debt. I graduated college to make 38k a year owing the school 40k and they won’t even forgive the student debt. How can I not be cynical?