How are you all just quiting jobs?
I live in Canada, I’m 24, am single. I have sensory issues, adhd, ptsd etc and I can’t do math, like I have dyscalculia.
I work retail and was recently off work for about a month because of depression/stress.
I went back yesterday and while my coworkers are cool people, the customers bitch about everything and anything and I’m sick of being treated like someone’s bitch.
I know I’m anti social, I know I hate people in general.
I can’t find a job that’s high paying enough for me to be able to move somewhere less awful, I hate living in a conservative small town, my life is passing me by.
But I literally can’t afford to leave.
My retail job is not worth keeping my shitty apartment, it’s not worth being here but I cannot afford a decent quality of life somewhere nicer.
If I ever get disability for the stuff that’s wrong with me, which I likely won’t. It would barely cover electricity. Let alone rent. I pay more in rent than I would for a down payment on a house. I HATE it here.
How do I get out of a small town? What do I do if I’m too anti social and no good at math? Should I just say fuck it and go to school for a job I will still hate that pays more? People keep saying find something you love, I like music and art but I’m not good enough to start doing it immediately, nor do I have time to improve.
It seems like the only way for someone like me to live comfortable is to either whore yourself out as an influencer or do sex work.
I feel useless.