The job level above mine opened and it's one I'm more than qualified for as I've done accounts payble and payroll input at both at a public University and a private company. Fuck, I was already doing some of the tasks for the position in my current position because I wouldn't have been able to function with them not done. Plus, I'm already in the department and know the ins and outs of the facility.
And it would have been really fucking nice to go from worrying about getting enough hours to having a well paid and guaranteed position.
I would have at least felt better if my horrible, awkward interview skills due to my autism was the reason why i failed.
Guess this is just a reminder to always do the bare minimum.