Don’t know if this is the right place, but I’m mentally ill and because of America’s capitalistic system, it’s either severely struggle every single day to try to stay alive or get mental health help and lose everything I have.

For months now I’ve needed an intense amount of help, but if I were to leave my job to go get help I would lose every single thing I have. My beloved animals, my car, my place to live. It’s so hard to keep going knowing that I literally have no way out. Sometimes it feels like the only true way out is to just not exist anymore. I hate that this system is built to where I am not allowed to truly get the help I need. I’m at a loss and I’m slowly burning out. I couldn’t handle losing the things I love, so I sacrifice my health in order to keep my job to pay for the things I love. I’m just ranting but it’s tough and I’m running out of stamina to keep myself going.