Obvs alt account.
I'm burnt out. I've been with my company for 6 months, and my company is actually great.
My team… manager… not so much.
I'm an auto adjuster and I generally like what I do, when the workload is manageable.
Lately it has not been and I don't feel any support from my supervisor or my team. I talk with people I was in training with and their team dynamic is so different. There is support and help.
Also, 75% of people who legit need to make an insurance claim are decent.
25% are needy, entitled, dramatic ass bithes and how the fuck to they function in their lives? Why are people so goddamn ridiculous. When I worked in life insurance with actual fucking dead people, they were way less dramatic.
When I actually have time, I can manage those folks well, but I'm so fucking overwhelmed and inundated with work, it is impossible. I am good at what I do. I do it well. But when I have dump trucks of work and try to handle each claim with equal attention, it just takes too much time.
I'm salaried and I'm pulling 10-11 hour days. When I go to bed, I think about claims. When I wake up, I think about claims. I dream about claims.
I had my doc up my SNRI and the ativan I take for “when my anxiety is really really bad” is an every day thing.
I started the gummies to help with the anxiety and they make it almost impossible to focus.
I can't quit right now because we need the money. I am about to pay $800 out of pocket for a brain MRI and my cat is sick and I have to take her to the vet today.
I mean, the money is very good for the area, but I dont know how long I can do this….
I'm not okay right now. And I just need tonget this off my chest.