i’m so upset guys. i’ve spent all
this time in school training to be a recreation therapist. and i’m there. i’m doing it. and i’m not happy at my job. like the work is fine and whatever but i’m just not happy. i feel unfulfilled. i don’t know what i want to do. all i want is to create youtube videos and game and have a community and be happy. but i have to spend 40 hours of my week dragging myself to a facility full of passive aggressive staff where i have no freedom to change and programs.
ideally i want to work remotely, because i have killer OCD that makes day to day tasks so fucking hard. i don’t know what to do, who would hire me, and where
to go next. i hate that work runs my life and my happiness.