I have worked as an RN for five years and the job has deteriorated my mental/physical health to point where I couldn’t take it anymore. I was having suicidal thoughts, elevated blood pressure, panic attacks. Was it really worth it? The answer is no. I have realized healthcare is not the business of “saving lives” rather it’s a greedy business of keeping money in the executive’s pockets. My family, friends, ect have judged me, named called me, the list goes on. I’m still trying to figure out my next steps. As well, I have money saved to last me a year, have never begged anyone for money or taken any government assistance. I have realized my job doesn’t define me and my life shouldn’t depend on it. I will never hold a job as an “idol” in my life. Rant over. Thanks for listening ️