I want to change my job.
My technical skills are pretty good but my social skills suck.
I have been struggling with social anxiety for a very long time (which I recently found out)
And I realise my current job made it worse.
Whenever I felt like I am improving and started developing self-confidence, I got comments from people in my company saying I am very awkward and silent. I felt really attacked and kinda lost my self-esteem.
When I was giving interviews before my current job, I was very confident and full of hope.
Now I am afraid to give an interview and have no confidence. That's why I am not even searching for another job.
(Sorry for the bad English, I hope the above msg is making sense)