Everyday it feels like shit is getting worse I am 16 and I see my mother,sister and brother struggling for money, not to mention we have been in a hotel for a year we were kicked out because of rent rising and everyday things feel like they are constantly getting worse and even though I keep telling myself it will get better it doesn't look that way anytime soon
I am sorry if this sounds like me bitching even though I don't have a job yet but I am afraid that 2 or 3 years from now I won't even have a future of any sort and I have been thinking about this constantly ever since I turned 13 and everytime I say it will get better somehow it just gets worse the only reason I haven't gone ahead and tried to kill myself is because despite how much my family can annoy me the last thing my mother needs is me dying, this and fearing death are the only thing keeping me alive right now.
I don't know what to do and I know this is the last place I should be asking for help of some sort on since everyone here has some sort of financial troubles (No offense at all) but if you have any advice at all for me I need it because if nothing works out in the next few years I can only see myself dying or working a job that makes me want to off myself.