I'm still young, I'm 22 and i have troubles with accepting work for what it is and just dealing with it. Whenever i dont like something or dont see myself liking it, i leave. Whenever i do something that i havent done before regarding work i try to get away from it and push it away. Im in a cycle where i cant maintain a job even if its 24 hours a week because of the fact im not used to it and because i dont like it. Ive gone to school, got a diploma for animal care but dont want to do anything in that field regarding a full time job. I wanted to work with people but i pretty much couldnt work as an intern because the organizations nearby all claimed they were full. Even though theyre screaming for more workers in my country (Netherlands). Right now im an orderpicker but i dont go to work with any joy. Im overly ambitious and want to accomplish a lot of stuff but i dont want to walk the path that will lead to that accomplishment. I give up to fast and jump a lot between things. I feel like a failure and a dissapointment to myself since im one of the few people around me that cant even do the basic thing and go work. Im honestly wondering if any of you have advice to get a bit more into the “work life” mindset. I honestly just want to live my life normally where i dont have to pressure myself into something that makes me unhappy.
Thanks in advance already for any advice or tips